Confessional (Episode 2)

Its a great feeling to have new life and new hope.

I felt very vulernable within my original group. I felt like Joel and I were on the chopping block, but now I have alliances with Eliza and Helen and we all agree that Judd and Deena should go first so I feel as though I am running the show and we will see how long it last.

*Lillian starts crying*

I am just so fortunate to be in the position I am. GOD BLESS ME AND THE SCOUTS!

The plotting has begun

*Lillian begins to tear up*

I miss when this game wasn't so cutthroat!

I am in an allaince with Helen and Eliza!

*Lillian burst into tears*

I don't mind being a leader, I am a scout troop leader after all but when I am forced to be leader it makes me nervous. I don't do well under pressure. I feel like Eliza and Helen are forcing me to make the call as to who should go: Diane or Judd.

I am pushing for Judd. I know he showed up and Diane didn't, but I know who Judd is so if we lose I am writing his name down.

WELL I AM AN IDIOT!

*Lillian starts crying*

We have been out her for six days and I just found out Diane's name is actually Deena? When did this happen? Can we change it back to Diane? OMFG I KNOW THE BITCH'S NAME WAS DIANE AT ONE POINT!

The challenge sucked! I rather have sex with a fat lesbian then do it again.